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Sabtu, 14 Juli 2012

hai..

long time not blogging... there are so many things i want to tell..
first, i just had broke up with someone. i mean someone here, not "si bule". and it's very sad, but i know i have to moving on.
second thing, now i am grade 11. it means,  I'll part with my old friends and meet new friends. ughh, I hope my new friend will be good and exciting as my old friend.
tomorrow is the first day of school after the holidays.
ok, lets stop talk about my new grades.

you know what? sometimes i hate my parents so much, they're sucks sometimes. they want me to do what they say. ewwh they're so annoying. but i stil and i will always love my parents


Senin, 13 Februari 2012

EVERYTHING'S CHANGED......

ya...only phrase that can describe the situation that is happening now.how to be a friend of someone who is not known. someone whowas once highly and always showed his love for us turned intoenemies and never spoke to us again ... a friend who was tryingto be someone else just to achieve fame. I just can not understand, why they can so quickly forget all those memorieswith the people they once loved? is it really that easy to replacesomeone who is meant in your heart? valuable person in your life? maybe some of them think "yes" but for me to forget or to forget the memories with them was very difficult, no matter how hard I try to not think about it the more I remember and miss those memories with them.

Senin, 28 November 2011

I miss them .... friend

have you ever experienced something very very not you understand? like you've lost someone very dear to you, more thanlosing a girlfriend or boyfirend, more than getting bad grades in school. Well Ifeel it. I feel like a lost brother, even though they are just (maybe)consider me as a friend. but they are more than that I think. theyare like brothers  and sisters when I fell, and always faithfully accompanied injoy and sorrow.

but ... I feel different things when we began to enter high school.they change, they initially remain there, we often gather together.but lately we seldom. plus not to mention other things. I feel like losing them. I know I probably overkill for writing this on my blog.but just here the place where I can tell you what I feel. not because I did not trust other people or my other friends. but this is too hard to say. because sometimes something that is very easy to writethan to explain it ..
I just want them to feel what I feel. friendship can not be said of afriendship if we can fight together to get through all odds not onlymy own struggle. I hate this feeling, really!

Minggu, 14 Agustus 2011

fasting

say Haiiii to my blog:D hihihihihihihi udah bulan puasa aja nih, ga kerasa ihhihi tau gak? puasa gua baru 2 sampai hari ini gua ngupdate, biasa lah lu tau cewekkan? hahah iya nih udah sebulan juga gua skolah d smansa, mm lumayan sih temen2nya ada yang baik, ada yang sok nge-gaul gitu mm ada juga yang jaim tapi munafik ehh astagfirullah......lagi belajar buat sabar dan mengikhlaskan segala hal d bulan puasa ini, ga tau knpa (mudah2an seterusnya) suka banget ttnng hal2 berbau islam d bulan puasa ini, ga mau riya juga sih hehehe,,,, sipp gua off dulu udah mau breakfasting nih.... seee yaa!!! love